Dec. 14th- Wednsday.

Having a conscious sucks. I couldn't fall asleep. everything was just bouncing around in my mind. I was mean, yes. She deserved it. She didn't explain herself and chose me to be the frontman of her new charity case.

That was inconsiderate of her. But, I shouldn't have crossed the line. She accomplished her goal. I talked to her. Wasn't that all she wanted? I may have spat out my fury, but she still won.

She pushed my buttons and I just lost.

Because of the incident I'm awake at 4 a.m. trying to decide wethere or not to apologize to her in 4 hours.